Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

Feb 5, 2012

SLUMDOG

I grew up in the slums of a place called MS university
Life is what they call it but mom was looking for epiphany
Back when I was seven and my sister was five
We didn’t know life was tough but we managed to survive.

Mom’s prayers brought us to the land of Malaysia
Didn’t know where it was till I landed here ,the heart of Asia
Nothing beats the feeling like I belonged
Wasn’t feeling alienated cause it was like I was home

I learnt how to live, I learnt how to love
Cultures intertwined from two nations which I’m proud of
No one comprehends the passion I have for this little country
Yet I can still speak to you about it very humbly

Twelve years passed without missing the motherland
I found my love and lived the life in this little wonderland
For fifteen years,  I loved unrequited
No security provided but we stayed as decided.

Mom still teaches and dad just finished learning
I’m not gonna wait for another prince charming
To take us  out of our foreign battles
Cause I won’t let us fall under those  prattles
Life outside is tougher than it looks
But I am not ready to take up  these hooks
For even this place that I’ve loved my whole life
Can tear me up like a steak knife.

This is a constant fight that I can’t bear to lose
For my family or country  I need not choose.
Working hard to be the sole provider
No giving up even when life gets harder.

Sep 25, 2011

Surviving

The war to stop you has just begun
No longer will I be in your arms
No longer will it be the death of me
Chains will be broken and I shall be free
I’ll run away from the hands that kill
I’ll run away from the blades of blood that has suffocated me
A call to all those who feel the pain
Seeking refuge to those who understand
Seeking the right from the wrong
I’ll never fall back and run
Fight the walls that hurdles my way
Fight the thousand men you sent to seize me with no remorse.
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It’s actually about human trafficking.
Hehe. I know my words are not that deep. I prefer being raw like this..cuz it’s me. J
Hope you like what I shared.This was also posted on my tumblr blog :) http://amillionlilpieces.tumblr.com/ 

Letting Go


Lights are flashing while I lay in bed,
no warmth inside me
murmuring thoughts drown my mind
the grace of your presence gone
with my heartache pictures burned
The stars that used to shine brightly in my sky
vanished into the vast universe like thin air
never will you come back in my arms
I’ll rise through this   misery

Falling apart I should refrain
to the words that had to succumb
to the memories that will never fade
a plead for happiness I deserve
a prayer of joy you shall receive.